| Point of No Return | | Print | |
| Written by Ashu Kalra | |
| Sunday, 03 February 2008 | |
 For the past few months, I have felt like I have been creeping ever so slowly towards the edge of a cliff. As I get closer and closer to it, I try to peer over the edge to help predict what I have in store. Sort of like dipping my toe into the ocean, I want to allow myself the option of jumping back onto dry land. However, before I had a chance to back away, I find myself rushing downwards towards the unknown. Recently, I filed an intention to run for City Council at the clerk’s office in San Jose. I thought that would mark the beginning of a journey. In reality, the journey began a long time ago. I’ve been falling ever since. So, what does the future have in store for me? Maybe the past few months can help predict what may lie ahead. I have been to hundreds of meetings and events this year. Everything ranging from neighborhood association events to meetings with members of the State Assembly and Congress is filling my spare time, which is already stretched to the limit. I have gone to more fundraising dinners than my budget should allow for and I have met dozens of wonderful community leaders. It has been a great year, but I cannot say that it helps to frame what I can expect as the campaign gets underway. I recently met with a former candidate who plainly said that there is no way to know what it is like to run for office until you actually throw in your hat. The unknown factor is the most daunting. After all, I have spent hundreds of hours walking precincts and making phone calls. I have given thousands of dollars to various candidates and causes. I have even worked as a political organizer in the past. To think that none of the work I have done in the past can give a glimpse into the months that follow give me an uneasy feeling. But, it also elicits feelings which are indescribable. I feel excitement and energy and the exhilarating tension of not knowing what the next day will bring. And I have just begun this crazy journey! In the coming months, I am going to express what I am going through and how I am feeling as the primary on June 3, 2008, approaches. I really have no idea what about my experience will draw me to write an article. I have a feeling it will be the random experiences as much as anything else. At the very least, the process of sharing my journey should serve as therapy for me. So, thanks for listening. I hope you learn something. I know I will. |